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| Hold strong. |
[14 Feb 2009|02:25pm] |
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You know we all go through our own shit in life. And right now my friend's sittin in jail for a DUI. I wish I had the money to bail him out. Knock on wood ive never gotten a DUI. My farther racked up about 5 in his time.
I can't lie ive always liked drinking. But theres so many down falls in it. I sware it's the worst "drug".
Today I spent the day with my mother. It was nice just going out and not fighting for a change. Tonight im taken her out for Valentines Day. Im really looking forward to it. It's been awhile sense ive done something nice for her, so shes stoaked.
Last night, I went down to Studio 13 for the mayhem. I had a great time and saw alot of cool people. So many people in there!! It was hotter than a devils titty. I ended up getting the back of my knee done. I got the Bones Brigade skull with a trucker hat on his head. On the inside of the lid I got the roman numeral "XIII" for the shops promotion. All the money went to the animals, florida wild life I belive? And it ended up working out great cause I got it on the same knee I had surgery on from skateboarding. The 13 tied in well cause on my 13th try that day I blew my knee. I just got the outline for now, gettin it filled in sometime.
Pictures one of these days.
:)
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| Long nights lead to bar fights. |
[12 Feb 2009|10:41am] |
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I should expect this as long as I drink the way I do.
It doesn't matter if your friends or not friends.
Im holding a whole lot inside and everytime I drink a little bit comes out.
I want the help.
& hearing your voice helped.
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| I hate the cold. |
[08 Feb 2009|05:39am] |
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It's one thing to be cold but; crawling into the bed alone on night's like these suck.
Im tired of the same party's or even trying to make plans anymore. It's such a waste.
I need something "new" to do.
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| Korea time 11:00pm |
[26 Jan 2009|07:40am] |
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So I just spent the past 4 hours or so talking online to an old friend on xbox live.
I sware if it wasn't for xbox I wouldn't have had the chance to speak with him,haha.
Just catching up on the old and new.
Learning about life over seas.
It's just a trip to say the least.
Makes me think twice about alot of things.
I know some of you know this face:
Miss you bro!
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[17 Jan 2009|01:48pm] |
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My drinking will be the death of me.
I need to fucking stop.
This is the hardest thing.
I have to get out of my past.
Why did I have to find you?
Why did you ever walk out on me?
This shit is old.
Fuck.
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| BYE HOE! |
[12 Jan 2009|01:52am] |
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So come to find out i've sold 2 of my Tshirts i've made online!!!!
I never thought id make something someone wanted and that's awesome.
I'm not trying to make a milli or anything but just for the fact someone liked the same thing I did brings a smile to my face.
I'm sorry I didn't believe you Adam & Krystle.
& I guess I kinda deserve it disappearing like I do.
If only I could put into something as much as id drink id be rich.
::reality check::
And at that same time, I find myself having the most fun sober with yall.
Fuck why do I do this to myself?
Daly-
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[08 Jan 2009|11:42pm] |
Haters everywhere I go...
Bar scene is old now.
Im over it.
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| IM HAPPY! |
[03 Jan 2009|05:23am] |
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THIS IS ALL YOU GET FOR NOW.
COMMENT IF YOU WANNA STAY ON.
CAUSE IM MAKEN CUTS.
SORRY.
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| Bounce back' |
[31 Dec 2008|02:10pm] |
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Come on New Year im ready.
Hope everyone has a great night tonight. Have fun and be safe!
I love you people.
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| That bull shit, |
[28 Dec 2008|02:18am] |
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Forrest lost tonight against Evans.
My heart has sunk even more; period.
BUT RAMPAGE won and MIR against BROK that's whats up atleast.
I hope Brok gets that dick smile wiped off his face.
The only thing I have to look forward to tomorrow is the cowgurls losing.
YEAH ADAM WHATS UP!
:P
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| Now for a change. |
[27 Dec 2008|01:40am] |
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I can say im looking forward to something.
And thats UFC 92' tomorrow.
The fights are stacked!!!
Christmas was what I had planned; Can't say much.
I didn't get anything, I guess you can say I was bad this year, haha.
Ive been growing a mustache as of late, creepy I know.
(pictures sometime)
I feel out of shape, I need to start running.
Anyone have an ipod I can borrow? haha.
Hanging out with old friends here and there. (Not enough.)
I could use a lil honey love.
But I dont see it happening.
And thats about it.
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[25 Dec 2008|02:00pm] |
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Could today be any more depressing?
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[23 Dec 2008|12:56pm] |
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I can't stand waken up in a cold sweat. These dreams ive been having need to go away.
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| I love this song. |
[23 Nov 2008|12:08am] |
[Kanye West]
I'm cold (Yeah), I'm cold (Yeah), I'm cold (Yeah)
[Lil Wayne]
I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well
[Kanye West]
I got my life and its my only one
I got the night, I'm running from the sun
So goodnight, I made it out the door X 4
After tonight, there will be no return
After tonight, I'm taking off on the road
I'm taking off on the road
And that you know
Tell every one that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know...
Okay I'm back up on my grind
You do you and I'm just gone do mine
You do you, cause I'm just gone be fine
Okay I got you out my mind
The night is young, the drinks is cold
The stars is out, I'm ready to go
You always thought I was always wrong
Well know you know...
Tell everybody everybody that you know!!
Tell everybody that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know
[Lil Wayne]
I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh but how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well
Baby girl I'm finished
I thought we were committed
I thought we were cemented
How I thought we meant it
Now we just forgetting
Now we just resenting
The clouds in my vision
Look how high I be getting
And it`s all because of you
Girl we through
You think your shit don`t stink but you are Mrs. P-U
And I don`t see you with me no more
Now tell everybody that you know
That you know!
[Kanye West]
That you know
Tell everybody that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know
That you know
Tell everyone that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know...
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[22 Nov 2008|10:45am] |
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I DONT REMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD THIS MUCH FUN!
LAST NIGHT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME!
I LOVE BEING ME!
& HERES THE HANGOVER VIDEOS.
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[19 Nov 2008|04:12am] |
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It's 4am and I can't sleep. (Not to mention im still sick.) So ive been doing some thinking and I decide on what im doing for my holidays this year. Sense I don't get along with my grandparents and im not doing what I did last year. Im going to try to find a place to volunteer my time for Thanksgiving and Christmas. Most likely serveing the homeless food or what ever it is I can do to help. After events that has happend in my life. I haven't been much of a "jolly" person; I guess you can say around this time of the year. So rather than sit at home and be bitter about it; why not do something positive?
If anyone doesn't have anything to do?
Or wants to do something diffrent this year?
You are more than welcome to join me.
Ps. Is anyone elese mad that Brock Lesnar beat Randy Couture? Cause I shure am.
And don't even get me started on the Bills.
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[16 Nov 2008|04:15pm] |
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Sucks being sick and alone.
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| 2nd guess. |
[05 Nov 2008|12:30am] |
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I try writing here every other week and I always end up holding down the backspace key.
So I just have to spit this out now.
To be frank, im still not happy.
But when I saw Obama won tonight a smile came to my face for that second.
Hope for the best and be ready for the worst.
I hope he comes though to make me belive in "change".
Cause as we all know, we all could use some.
I could go on. But im gonna stop for now.
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[10 Oct 2008|01:02pm] |
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Ive been sober for 1 month and 2 days.
I thought things would only get better but that hasn't happend yet.
Hope your having fun.
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[01 Oct 2008|06:35am] |
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My teeth hurt so bad. As soon as I can im gettin them pulled. I can't take it anymore. Gotta start taken care of myself.
Man the dentist scares me.
& 24 days sober and counting.
Im doin great as far as that goes.
I don't wanna go to work today.
:(
Sean-
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| Any gamers? |
[25 Sep 2008|10:02pm] |
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XBOX LIVE_
Username: THRASHJUNT
ADD ME!
& im not looking forward to working doubles the next 2 days.
ps. Phill Collins still rules, haha.
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| 15 hour day. |
[19 Sep 2008|10:17pm] |
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Still stayin stong, well as far as drinking goes. 12 days so far. Im pretty happy with myself about that. I know it's not that long of a time spand, but anything for me is an improvement right now. I want to beat this. I know I can do it. I just wish I was patient enough to see what life will offer me.
High hopes and cut thoats, im doin this!
Ps. I hope your ok. I hope we can work this out someday. I love you girl.
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[17 Sep 2008|12:27am] |
Thinking hopeful.
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| Ahhh what a week. |
[13 Sep 2008|10:12pm] |
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Waking up way to early and working for free TOO MUCH.
Reading and learning something new everyday.
Making smarter choices for myself and my future.
Gotta keep my head up and my feet on the ground.
& im still missing that one person....
:/
Tomorrow I have another AA meeting, looking forward to my steps.
I never thought id look forward to going to a church befor, haha.
At least im not studying GOD!
BLOW ME.
Sean Daly-
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| Here we go again. |
[09 Sep 2008|09:56pm] |
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I know ive made plenty of mistakes in my life. But nothing is worst than realizing who you really are or what you've become. Ive hurt the ones around me.
Today I walked to my first AA meeting.
And walked back knowing im not completely alone.
But I do need you.
I will do this.
I will do this.
I will do this.
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[07 Dec 2007|03:13am] |
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<-----------Backspace
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[08 Nov 2007|04:54am] |
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I hope I dont lose the only thing I have.
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[23 Sep 2007|12:19pm] |
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I wish I could win the lotto;
Or rob a bank and get away with it.
Something needs to happen soon.
I feel like im letting the people around me down.
Mostly her.
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[06 Aug 2007|04:49pm] |
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I really should make a new journal.
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[13 Jun 2007|07:46am] |
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In my case water is thicker than blood...
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[30 May 2007|10:57pm] |
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I can honestly say im happy now.
I feel like ive grown alot.
I feel like my past has a reason now.
Im in love with an all around beautiful person and would'nt want it any other way.
Pictures soon btw.
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[04 May 2007|05:38pm] |
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So, ive had this cell phone for a week now.
Ive yet to see any change in my life.
Besides being able to reach people when I want now, thats cool I guess?
Taking pictures is nice sense I dont own a cam anymore.
But no one really calls me like I expected.
How depressing.
I guess I suck at life, haha.
Really; not really.
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[29 Apr 2007|10:14pm] |
ps. I had a great weekend.
:)
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[29 Apr 2007|10:13pm] |
I have a cell phone now.
321-543-6584
call meh!
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[25 Apr 2007|11:12pm] |
I have a girlfriend now and im really happy about it.
Time for bed now.
DIRTY!
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[24 Apr 2007|05:45am] |
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I hate hate hate sayin goodbyes.
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| 2 steps foward or 2 steps back? |
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I have a smile on intill I come "home".
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So I had alot to write about...
But I can't do it now.
My nerves are shot, fights like these shouldn't happen.
I can't live in this house anymore.
It's as simple as that.
Im willing to give up alot of habits if thats what it takes.
Im not goin down like that.
Im alot stronger than him and you both put together.
SPd-
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