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[08 Nov 2007|04:54am] |
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I hope I dont lose the only thing I have.
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[23 Sep 2007|12:19pm] |
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I wish I could win the lotto;
Or rob a bank and get away with it.
Something needs to happen soon.
I feel like im letting the people around me down.
Mostly her.
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[06 Aug 2007|04:49pm] |
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I really should make a new journal.
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[13 Jun 2007|07:46am] |
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In my case water is thicker than blood...
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[30 May 2007|10:57pm] |
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I can honestly say im happy now.
I feel like ive grown alot.
I feel like my past has a reason now.
Im in love with an all around beautiful person and would'nt want it any other way.
Pictures soon btw.
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[04 May 2007|05:38pm] |
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So, ive had this cell phone for a week now.
Ive yet to see any change in my life.
Besides being able to reach people when I want now, thats cool I guess?
Taking pictures is nice sense I dont own a cam anymore.
But no one really calls me like I expected.
How depressing.
I guess I suck at life, haha.
Really; not really.
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[29 Apr 2007|10:14pm] |
ps. I had a great weekend.
:)
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[29 Apr 2007|10:13pm] |
I have a cell phone now.
321-543-6584
call meh!
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[25 Apr 2007|11:12pm] |
I have a girlfriend now and im really happy about it.
Time for bed now.
DIRTY!
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[24 Apr 2007|05:45am] |
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I hate hate hate sayin goodbyes.
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I have a smile on intill I come "home".
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So I had alot to write about...
But I can't do it now.
My nerves are shot, fights like these shouldn't happen.
I can't live in this house anymore.
It's as simple as that.
Im willing to give up alot of habits if thats what it takes.
Im not goin down like that.
Im alot stronger than him and you both put together.
SPd-
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[16 Apr 2007|11:22am] |
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A cute girl made me dinner last night.
:P
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[15 Apr 2007|01:20pm] |
Worked 11 hours today and got payed double time.
I can't complain there.
Ive been saving some money lately.
Hangin out with good people.
Stayin out of trouble.
Every so often life gives me a break.
& thats when I mother fuckin run with it.
DIRTY-
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[09 Apr 2007|06:09pm] |
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I just wanna take a girl out, is that to much to ask?
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[06 Apr 2007|11:16am] |
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I hate haven to say "goodbye".
I feel like I lost a friend some how?
& I could have gone to Buffalo for a few days.
Come summer ill go visit.
& last night was insane btw.
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[02 Apr 2007|02:28pm] |
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Work tomorrow.
Still don't feel 100%,
but what can ya do?
Tryin to make a few changes here and there.
So far so good.
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[29 Mar 2007|11:25pm] |
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Broken bones & alone whats new? haha.
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[18 Mar 2007|01:19pm] |
I need to move out this shit hole fucking town.
Theres so much out there for me and im not getting it.
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[15 Mar 2007|03:23pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SKYLA!!!!!!
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[03 Mar 2007|01:47am] |
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WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER?
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[15 Feb 2007|05:20pm] |
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I need a road trip/ diffrent state to look outside of myself for a moment, I guess?
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[14 Feb 2007|06:25pm] |
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First things first, loging into here made me want to vomit.
And I have nothing "AMAZING" to tell you about.
No one comments, sometimes I wonder why I even have this thing anymore.
But hopefully, one day ill rember my password and can log in and laugh?
Note* Skateboarding was the only half decent thing that happend today and always will.
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[22 Jan 2007|06:58pm] |
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will see how this goes...
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[16 Jan 2007|07:53am] |
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I like how my mother can hang me out quick to dry these days.
But she was able to with stand 40 somethin odd years of my farther's fucking bull shit.
I can thank my farther for puttin himself out of his misery and making me stonger of a person.
But I can't thank him for what he did to my mother.
Dear, Mom
YOUR FUCKED IN THE HEAD.
Im not him.
Im not worst than him.
Never will be him.
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[04 Jan 2007|01:06pm] |
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Thursday, January 4, 2007
Cancer (Jun 21 - Jul 22)
You might be engaged in a powerfully intimate situation, yet you are quite comfortable with your current level of emotional distance. In some ways, this uncharacteristic behavior is a relief, for you are more often drawn in deeper than you intend. Make every attempt to enjoy your experiences today without worrying too much about what it all means.
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[03 Jan 2007|04:04am] |
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I dont see any big change here in 07.
But I do have a bet goin on with Adam ,
I can't shave my beard intill my 21st birthday. Which is July 14th.
(he doesnt think I can make it)
So I got awhile......to say the least hah.
Annnnnnd people are still lame.
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[25 Dec 2006|01:54pm] |
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If I could type the way I felt right now...
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[20 Dec 2006|03:54pm] |
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People are gettin shady.
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[16 Dec 2006|02:55pm] |
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What's there to really say? A new year is comin up. Alot of shit has happend, alot of shit hasn't happend. For the better or the worst you decide. If I could go back in time and change certain things would I? Probly not. It seems like some things tend to repeat it self here. I will say ive grown a bit but at the same time im still stuck here. The only one who can change that is me. Im taken it day by day, little baby steps if you will. I just hope this new year will show me something ive never seen befor. I want to be happy. I don't wanna wear this fake smile anymore.
To those who look out for me, you know who you are.
And I love you so much.
You don't even know.
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[12 Dec 2006|10:32am] |
I havent smoked a cig all day/night.
Im gonna try to keep it up.
One thing at a time thow.
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[10 Dec 2006|10:00pm] |
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Who run it?
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[27 Nov 2006|01:19am] |
Past week has been such a blur.
I need to focus again.
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[17 Nov 2006|08:50pm] |
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So I went to my old work and picked up my last check today. It was nice seenin the faces. People missed me , some raged on me but I seen it comin from them, haha. But fuck I miss working at Hydro. More so the people there I guess.
Anyways, went to a few places and filled out apps.
Hope something comes up soon.
Dirty-
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[11 Nov 2006|01:28am] |
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This feeling I have going on right now is worst than a hang over.
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[06 Nov 2006|07:33am] |
That's cause everything that comes out my mouth is money baby!
haha.
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[02 Nov 2006|03:35am] |
Yeah so sense I have no one to impress seems like.
Im gonna let my hair grow really long and nasty, hopefully dreads this time.
That is all.
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[19 Oct 2006|07:08pm] |
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How is it that the weekend I have off, not to mention pay day?
I cant find a single soul to go up to Tally with me?
This shits pissin me off.
I guess I need a god dam cell phone to talk to anyone I know anymore?
Blaaaaaah.
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[17 Oct 2006|12:51pm] |
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What's up with everyone these days wanting to move? Or bitching about how shity their life is and the people around them?
ITS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT PEOPLE!
I take it day by day, that's just me thow.
SPd-
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[10 Oct 2006|04:51am] |
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December should be nice.
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