urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters Sean Dirty. Sean Dirty. 2009-10-07T20:10:40Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:196912 2009-10-07T20:10:40Z 2009-10-07T20:10:40Z Im sick of let downs. Why do I put so much effort into someone who doesn't even give 2 shits? I guess im a sucker for haven a heart.<br /><br />Fuck you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:196685 2009-09-29T22:10:24Z 2009-09-29T22:10:24Z <small>Last night, what did you do?<br />Watched late night tv.<br /><br />Have you ever hooked up with someone to make someone else jealous?<br />Nope.<br /><br />Will you keep your last name when you get married?<br />Yes, haha.<br /><br />What were you doing this morning at 9?<br />Eating cocoa puffs.<br /><br />Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?<br />Yes.<br /><br />What are you looking forward to?<br />Being truly happy about my life. <br /><br />Have you ever cried so much you threw up?<br />No.<br /><br />What are you listening to?<br />Kid Cudi & MGMT remix<br /><br />Have you ever been in a cemetery at midnight?<br />Yeah, we were playin hide and go seek. <br /><br />What's your favorite time of year?<br />Summer, to bad it's over!<br /><br />Closest blue object to you?<br />A book.<br /><br />Do you find it weird that some people brush their teeth in the shower?<br />Naw, I do it sometimes when im in a hurry.<br /><br />Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?<br />No, but I used to when I was younger haha.<br /><br />Are you comfortable in your own skin?<br />For the most part.<br /><br />Have you ever had feelings for someone who was dating someone else?<br />Many times.<br /><br />What color is your hairbrush?<br />I don't brush my hair, ever.<br /><br />Who have you texted today?<br />No one, no cell.<br /><br />What are you wearing?<br />Black v-neck and some ripped up jeans.<br /><br />Do you like to cuddle?<br />I love it. I don't get it enough.<br /><br />How did you get your last bruise?<br />Sex, haha.<br /><br />Think of the last person you said I love you to, did you mean it?<br />N/A<br /><br />Do you like to wear dresses?<br />Only if the time is right, haha.<br /><br />Have you ever kissed someone more than three years older than you?<br />haha try 10.<br /><br />Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?<br />Yes, all the time. :(<br /><br />In the past week, have you cried?<br />No.<br /><br />Do people ever call you by your last name?<br />Sometimes, I still get called "dirty". Tryin to get off that.<br /><br />Is anyone ignoring you right now?<br />Yes. Prolly 2 people.<br /><br />Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?<br />Naw, not at all.<br /><br />Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?<br />No.<br /><br />Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?<br />No.<br /><br />Are you mad at anyone?<br />Ehh, sort of kinda. I wish she would give me the time of the day. I deserve it.<br /><br />Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?<br />Before. <br /><br />Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?<br />Yes. Many times. <br /><br />Are you someone who worries too often?<br />Only about things that mean something to me.<br /><br />Do you sleep with the door open or closed?<br />Closed.<br /><br />Who was your last incoming call from?<br />Probably a collection agency. <br /><br />How did you wake up this morning?<br />My grandpa randomly walking in and putting a door handle on my door.<br /><br />What's the worst name you could call someone?<br />Oh shit, theres alot of bad ones.<br /><br />Is there anyone who has impacted your life greatly?<br />My friends.<br /><br />Who was at your house yesterday?<br />No one came over, no one comes over really anymore it sucks.<br /><br />Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?<br />Liz.<br /><br />Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?<br />Yes, 2 years ago. <br /><br />Does the person you like know that you like him/her?<br />Im sure she does but doesn't care.<br /><br />Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?<br />I like to get loud. I try not to be annoying thow.<br /><br />Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?<br />They better fucking be!<br /><br />What scare's you?<br />Not making something of my life. And not finding someone to spend the rest of my life with.<br /><br />Have you ever felt replaced?<br />Sometimes.<br /><br />Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?<br />I tryed once a long time ago and it sucked. So prolly not.<br /><br />How far away is the last person you kissed?<br />Titusville.<br /><br />Is the person you last texted single?<br />N/A<br /><br />Who slept in your bed last?<br />Me and my kitty.<br /><br />What is the nicest thing that happened to you this weekend?<br />This past weekend, I must say the beach & serious games of ladder ball.<br /><br />Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?<br />Sometimes I surprise myself.<br /><br />Who was the first person you talked to today?<br />Grandpa , that I haven't spoken to in about 2 years.<br /><br />What time did you wake up this morning?<br />10.<br /><br />Are you slowly drifting away from someone right now?<br />Naw, not really.<br /><br />Who gives the worst hugs and the best?<br />I can't remember the last bad hug I had. But best, maybe Rockledge Niki.<br /><br />Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?<br />YES.<br /><br />Are you a loud person?<br />YES!<br /><br />Are you in a good mood right now?<br />Im very bored, so that's maken me not very happy.<br /><br />Who are you talking to at this moment?<br />No one.<br /><br />Is there a person in your life that can make you smile?<br />Theres a couple. But, I got a real kick out of London the other day.<br /><br />Don't tell me lies, so where's your boyfriend?<br />Joe, he's prolly sleeping like a weee baby, haha.<br /><br />How many people are you "talking" to, in a dating sense?<br />NO ONE.<br /><br />What makes you not be able to sleep?<br />Long sober nights, to many thoughts, hot places.</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:196446 2009-09-26T06:46:42Z 2009-09-26T06:51:36Z Im moving to New York for awhile. <br /><br /><br />Ill be living with Adam Malone, a great friend of mine. I can't say how long ill be gone for. I just need to sort things out and see if I like it there. I need to clear my head. I need a job. I need to be away from here. I haven't booked a flight yet, so no worries. But, I have some winter clothes shopping to do. <br /><br />Ill let you know when I leave.<br /><br /><br />Edit* And it's only 50 minutes away from Buffalo,NY! I want to be with my dad's relatives. I have so much to catch up on. <br /><br />SPd- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:195315 2009-07-13T21:25:21Z 2009-07-13T21:25:21Z @ 12 tonight ill be 23. Im getting old. Ugh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:194854 2009-02-14T19:43:21Z 2009-02-14T19:43:21Z You know we all go through our own shit in life. And right now my friend's sittin in jail for a DUI. I wish I had the money to bail him out. Knock on wood ive never gotten a DUI. My farther racked up about 5 in his time. <br /><br />I can't lie ive always liked drinking. But theres so many down falls in it. I sware it's the worst "drug".<br /><br />Today I spent the day with my mother. It was nice just going out and not fighting for a change. Tonight im taken her out for Valentines Day. Im really looking forward to it. It's been awhile sense ive done something nice for her, so shes stoaked.<br /><br />Last night, I went down to Studio 13 for the mayhem. I had a great time and saw alot of cool people. So many people in there!! It was hotter than a devils titty. I ended up getting the back of my knee done. I got the Bones Brigade skull with a trucker hat on his head. On the inside of the lid I got the roman numeral "XIII" for the shops promotion. All the money went to the animals, florida wild life I belive? And it ended up working out great cause I got it on the same knee I had surgery on from skateboarding. The 13 tied in well cause on my 13th try that day I blew my knee. I just got the outline for now, gettin it filled in sometime.<br /><br />Pictures one of these days.<br /><br /><br />:) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:194599 2009-02-12T15:46:56Z 2009-02-12T15:46:56Z I should expect this as long as I drink the way I do.<br /><br />It doesn't matter if your friends or not friends.<br /><br />Im holding a whole lot inside and everytime I drink a little bit comes out.<br /><br />I want the help.<br /><br />& hearing your voice helped. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:194466 2009-02-08T10:52:37Z 2009-02-08T10:52:37Z gayspace' It's one thing to be cold but; crawling into the bed alone on night's like these suck.<br /><br /><br />Im tired of the same party's or even trying to make plans anymore. It's such a waste.<br /><br /><br />I need something "new" to do. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:194263 2009-01-26T13:02:07Z 2009-01-26T13:02:07Z So I just spent the past 4 hours or so talking online to an old friend on xbox live.<br />I sware if it wasn't for xbox I wouldn't have had the chance to speak with him,haha.<br />Just catching up on the old and new. <br />Learning about life over seas. <br />It's just a trip to say the least.<br />Makes me think twice about alot of things.<br /><br />I know some of you know this face:<br /><br /><a href="http://s369.photobucket.com/albums/oo131/thrashjunt/?action=view&amp;current=geogreinkorea.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i369.photobucket.com/albums/oo131/thrashjunt/geogreinkorea.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />Miss you bro! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:193900 2009-01-20T20:53:38Z 2009-01-20T20:53:38Z <img src="http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h137/sylnewblack/strikeanywhere/HOH_Poster_FINAL.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:193682 2009-01-17T18:54:17Z 2009-01-17T18:54:17Z My drinking will be the death of me.<br />I need to fucking stop.<br />This is the hardest thing.<br />I have to get out of my past.<br />Why did I have to find you?<br />Why did you ever walk out on me?<br /><br />This shit is old.<br />Fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:193534 2009-01-16T04:40:59Z 2009-01-16T04:40:59Z <img src="http://www.backbooth.com/flyers/godsgirls.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:193086 2009-01-15T21:32:03Z 2009-01-15T21:32:03Z So I was flipin through the channels and saw Jemaine Clement. He was in this movie "Eagle vs Shark". I love that movie. But I just started watching his show "Flight Of The Conchords" season 1. I fucking love this show now. That' all.<br /><br /><a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=58557805">http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=58557805</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And where are you Adam & Krystle? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:192790 2009-01-12T07:11:19Z 2009-01-12T07:11:19Z So come to find out i've sold 2 of my Tshirts i've made online!!!!<br />I never thought id make something someone wanted and that's awesome.<br />I'm not trying to make a milli or anything but just for the fact someone liked the same thing I did brings a smile to my face.<br />I'm sorry I didn't believe you Adam & Krystle.<br />& I guess I kinda deserve it disappearing like I do.<br /><br /><br />If only I could put into something as much as id drink id be rich.<br />::reality check::<br /><br />And at that same time, I find myself having the most fun sober with yall.<br />Fuck why do I do this to myself?<br /><br /><br /><br />Daly- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:192737 2009-01-09T04:43:12Z 2009-01-09T04:43:12Z Haters everywhere I go...<br />Bar scene is old now.<br />Im over it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:192340 2009-01-03T10:26:00Z 2009-01-03T10:26:00Z <img src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/20/l_89fba788ca034b3c9206cf39872f84f7.jpg"><br /><br /><br />THIS IS ALL YOU GET FOR NOW.<br />COMMENT IF YOU WANNA STAY ON.<br />CAUSE IM MAKEN CUTS.<br />SORRY. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:192006 2008-12-31T19:18:03Z 2008-12-31T19:18:03Z Lil Wayne Come on New Year im ready.<br /><br />Hope everyone has a great night tonight. Have fun and be safe!<br />I love you people. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:191848 2008-12-28T07:26:22Z 2008-12-28T07:26:22Z Forrest lost tonight against Evans.<br />My heart has sunk even more; period.<br />BUT RAMPAGE won and MIR against BROK that's whats up atleast.<br />I hope Brok gets that dick smile wiped off his face.<br /><br />The only thing I have to look forward to tomorrow is the cowgurls losing.<br />YEAH ADAM WHATS UP!<br /><br />:P urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:191496 2008-12-27T06:56:38Z 2008-12-27T06:56:38Z I can say im looking forward to something. <br />And thats UFC 92' tomorrow.<br />The fights are stacked!!!<br /><br />Christmas was what I had planned; Can't say much.<br />I didn't get anything, I guess you can say I was bad this year, haha.<br /><br />Ive been growing a mustache as of late, creepy I know.<br />(pictures sometime)<br /><br />I feel out of shape, I need to start running.<br />Anyone have an ipod I can borrow? haha.<br /><br />Hanging out with old friends here and there. (Not enough.)<br /><br />I could use a lil honey love.<br />But I dont see it happening.<br />And thats about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:191326 2008-12-25T19:01:11Z 2008-12-25T19:01:11Z Could today be any more depressing? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:191078 2008-12-23T17:57:39Z 2008-12-23T17:57:39Z I can't stand waken up in a cold sweat. These dreams ive been having need to go away. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:190697 2008-11-23T05:09:03Z 2008-11-23T05:09:03Z <small>[Kanye West]<br />I'm cold (Yeah), I'm cold (Yeah), I'm cold (Yeah)<br /><br />[Lil Wayne]<br />I got the right to put up a fight<br />but not quite cause you cut off my light<br />But my sight is better tonight and I might<br />see you in my nightmare, oh how did you get there<br />cause we were once a fairytale<br />But this is fair well<br /><br />[Kanye West]<br />I got my life and its my only one<br />I got the night, I'm running from the sun<br />So goodnight, I made it out the door X 4<br />After tonight, there will be no return<br />After tonight, I'm taking off on the road<br />I'm taking off on the road<br /><br />And that you know<br />Tell every one that you know<br />That I don't love you no more<br />And that's one thing that you know<br />That you know...<br /><br />Okay I'm back up on my grind<br />You do you and I'm just gone do mine<br />You do you, cause I'm just gone be fine<br />Okay I got you out my mind<br />The night is young, the drinks is cold<br />The stars is out, I'm ready to go<br />You always thought I was always wrong<br />Well know you know...<br />Tell everybody everybody that you know!!<br />Tell everybody that you know<br />That I don't love you no more<br />And that's one thing that you know<br />That you know<br /><br />[Lil Wayne]<br />I got the right to put up a fight<br />but not quite cause you cut off my light<br />But my sight is better tonight and I might<br />see you in my nightmare, oh but how did you get there<br />cause we were once a fairytale<br />But this is fair well<br /><br />Baby girl I'm finished<br />I thought we were committed<br />I thought we were cemented<br />How I thought we meant it<br />Now we just forgetting<br />Now we just resenting<br />The clouds in my vision<br />Look how high I be getting<br />And it`s all because of you<br />Girl we through<br />You think your shit don`t stink but you are Mrs. P-U<br />And I don`t see you with me no more<br />Now tell everybody that you know<br />That you know!<br /><br />[Kanye West]<br />That you know<br />Tell everybody that you know<br />That I don`t love you no more<br />And that`s one thing that you know<br />That you know<br />That you know<br />Tell everyone that you know<br />That I don`t love you no more<br />And that`s one thing that you know<br />That you know...</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:190405 2008-11-22T15:49:02Z 2008-11-22T15:49:02Z I DONT REMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD THIS MUCH FUN!<br />LAST NIGHT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME! <br />I LOVE BEING ME!<br /><br />& HERES THE HANGOVER VIDEOS.<br /><br /><lj-embed id="1" /><br /><br /><lj-embed id="2" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:190051 2008-11-19T09:32:26Z 2008-11-19T09:35:00Z Rolling Stones- Under my thumb It's 4am and I can't sleep. (Not to mention im still sick.) So ive been doing some thinking and I decide on what im doing for my holidays this year. Sense I don't get along with my grandparents and im not doing what I did last year. Im going to try to find a place to volunteer my time for Thanksgiving and Christmas. Most likely serveing the homeless food or what ever it is I can do to help. After events that has happend in my life. I haven't been much of a "jolly" person; I guess you can say around this time of the year. So rather than sit at home and be bitter about it; why not do something positive? <br /><br />If anyone doesn't have anything to do? <br />Or wants to do something diffrent this year? <br />You are more than welcome to join me.<br /><br /><br />Ps. Is anyone elese mad that Brock Lesnar beat Randy Couture? Cause I shure am.<br />And don't even get me started on the Bills. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:189934 2008-11-16T21:16:18Z 2008-11-16T21:16:18Z Sucks being sick and alone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blood_letters:189637 2008-11-05T06:07:16Z 2008-11-05T06:08:13Z Fugees I try writing here every other week and I always end up holding down the backspace key. <br />So I just have to spit this out now.<br /><br />To be frank, im still not happy. <br />But when I saw Obama won tonight a smile came to my face for that second. <br />Hope for the best and be ready for the worst.<br />I hope he comes though to make me belive in "change".<br />Cause as we all know, we all could use some.<br /><br /><br />I could go on. But im gonna stop for now.