From the Dirty South where them niggas like it loud.

Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:10:40 GMT

Im sick of let downs. Why do I put so much effort into someone who doesn't even give 2 shits? I guess im a sucker for haven a heart.

Fuck you.

Bored.

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:10:24 GMT

Last night, what did you do?
Watched late night tv.

Have you ever hooked up with someone to make someone else jealous?
Nope.

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
Yes, haha.

What were you doing this morning at 9?
Eating cocoa puffs.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
Yes.

What are you looking forward to?
Being truly happy about my life.

Have you ever cried so much you threw up?
No.

What are you listening to?
Kid Cudi & MGMT remix

Have you ever been in a cemetery at midnight?
Yeah, we were playin hide and go seek.

What's your favorite time of year?
Summer, to bad it's over!

Closest blue object to you?
A book.

Do you find it weird that some people brush their teeth in the shower?
Naw, I do it sometimes when im in a hurry.

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
No, but I used to when I was younger haha.

Are you comfortable in your own skin?
For the most part.

Have you ever had feelings for someone who was dating someone else?
Many times.

What color is your hairbrush?
I don't brush my hair, ever.

Who have you texted today?
No one, no cell.

What are you wearing?
Black v-neck and some ripped up jeans.

Do you like to cuddle?
I love it. I don't get it enough.

How did you get your last bruise?
Sex, haha.

Think of the last person you said I love you to, did you mean it?
N/A

Do you like to wear dresses?
Only if the time is right, haha.

Have you ever kissed someone more than three years older than you?
haha try 10.

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Yes, all the time. :(

In the past week, have you cried?
No.

Do people ever call you by your last name?
Sometimes, I still get called "dirty". Tryin to get off that.

Is anyone ignoring you right now?
Yes. Prolly 2 people.

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
Naw, not at all.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
No.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
No.

Are you mad at anyone?
Ehh, sort of kinda. I wish she would give me the time of the day. I deserve it.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes. Many times.

Are you someone who worries too often?
Only about things that mean something to me.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed.

Who was your last incoming call from?
Probably a collection agency.

How did you wake up this morning?
My grandpa randomly walking in and putting a door handle on my door.

What's the worst name you could call someone?
Oh shit, theres alot of bad ones.

Is there anyone who has impacted your life greatly?
My friends.

Who was at your house yesterday?
No one came over, no one comes over really anymore it sucks.

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
Liz.

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?
Yes, 2 years ago.

Does the person you like know that you like him/her?
Im sure she does but doesn't care.

Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
I like to get loud. I try not to be annoying thow.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
They better fucking be!

What scare's you?
Not making something of my life. And not finding someone to spend the rest of my life with.

Have you ever felt replaced?
Sometimes.

Would you ever camp out on a beach, under the stars?
I tryed once a long time ago and it sucked. So prolly not.

How far away is the last person you kissed?
Titusville.

Is the person you last texted single?
N/A

Who slept in your bed last?
Me and my kitty.

What is the nicest thing that happened to you this weekend?
This past weekend, I must say the beach & serious games of ladder ball.

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
Sometimes I surprise myself.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Grandpa , that I haven't spoken to in about 2 years.

What time did you wake up this morning?
10.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone right now?
Naw, not really.

Who gives the worst hugs and the best?
I can't remember the last bad hug I had. But best, maybe Rockledge Niki.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
YES.

Are you a loud person?
YES!

Are you in a good mood right now?
Im very bored, so that's maken me not very happy.

Who are you talking to at this moment?
No one.

Is there a person in your life that can make you smile?
Theres a couple. But, I got a real kick out of London the other day.

Don't tell me lies, so where's your boyfriend?
Joe, he's prolly sleeping like a weee baby, haha.

How many people are you "talking" to, in a dating sense?
NO ONE.

What makes you not be able to sleep?
Long sober nights, to many thoughts, hot places.

I've made my decision.

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 06:46:42 GMT

Im moving to New York for awhile.

Ill be living with Adam Malone, a great friend of mine. I can't say how long ill be gone for. I just need to sort things out and see if I like it there. I need to clear my head. I need a job. I need to be away from here. I haven't booked a flight yet, so no worries. But, I have some winter clothes shopping to do.

Ill let you know when I leave.

Edit* And it's only 50 minutes away from Buffalo,NY! I want to be with my dad's relatives. I have so much to catch up on.

SPd-

Happy Birthday to me.

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 21:25:21 GMT

@ 12 tonight ill be 23. Im getting old. Ugh.

Hold strong.

Sat, 14 Feb 2009 19:43:21 GMT

You know we all go through our own shit in life. And right now my friend's sittin in jail for a DUI. I wish I had the money to bail him out. Knock on wood ive never gotten a DUI. My farther racked up about 5 in his time.

I can't lie ive always liked drinking. But theres so many down falls in it. I sware it's the worst "drug".

Today I spent the day with my mother. It was nice just going out and not fighting for a change. Tonight im taken her out for Valentines Day. Im really looking forward to it. It's been awhile sense ive done something nice for her, so shes stoaked.

Last night, I went down to Studio 13 for the mayhem. I had a great time and saw alot of cool people. So many people in there!! It was hotter than a devils titty. I ended up getting the back of my knee done. I got the Bones Brigade skull with a trucker hat on his head. On the inside of the lid I got the roman numeral "XIII" for the shops promotion. All the money went to the animals, florida wild life I belive? And it ended up working out great cause I got it on the same knee I had surgery on from skateboarding. The 13 tied in well cause on my 13th try that day I blew my knee. I just got the outline for now, gettin it filled in sometime.

Pictures one of these days.

:)

Long nights lead to bar fights.

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 15:46:56 GMT

I should expect this as long as I drink the way I do.

It doesn't matter if your friends or not friends.

Im holding a whole lot inside and everytime I drink a little bit comes out.

I want the help.

& hearing your voice helped.

I hate the cold.

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:52:37 GMT

It's one thing to be cold but; crawling into the bed alone on night's like these suck.

Im tired of the same party's or even trying to make plans anymore. It's such a waste.

I need something "new" to do.

Korea time 11:00pm

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 13:02:07 GMT

So I just spent the past 4 hours or so talking online to an old friend on xbox live.
I sware if it wasn't for xbox I wouldn't have had the chance to speak with him,haha.
Just catching up on the old and new.
Learning about life over seas.
It's just a trip to say the least.
Makes me think twice about alot of things.

I know some of you know this face:

Miss you bro!

So I dont forget.

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 20:53:38 GMT

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 18:54:17 GMT

My drinking will be the death of me.
I need to fucking stop.
This is the hardest thing.
I have to get out of my past.
Why did I have to find you?
Why did you ever walk out on me?

This shit is old.
Fuck.

Whos goin?

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 04:40:59 GMT

yeez,

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 21:32:03 GMT

So I was flipin through the channels and saw Jemaine Clement. He was in this movie "Eagle vs Shark". I love that movie. But I just started watching his show "Flight Of The Conchords" season 1. I fucking love this show now. That' all.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=58557805

And where are you Adam & Krystle?

BYE HOE!

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 07:11:19 GMT

So come to find out i've sold 2 of my Tshirts i've made online!!!!
I never thought id make something someone wanted and that's awesome.
I'm not trying to make a milli or anything but just for the fact someone liked the same thing I did brings a smile to my face.
I'm sorry I didn't believe you Adam & Krystle.
& I guess I kinda deserve it disappearing like I do.

If only I could put into something as much as id drink id be rich.
::reality check::

And at that same time, I find myself having the most fun sober with yall.
Fuck why do I do this to myself?

Daly-

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 04:43:12 GMT

Haters everywhere I go...
Bar scene is old now.
Im over it.

IM HAPPY!

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 10:26:00 GMT

THIS IS ALL YOU GET FOR NOW.
COMMENT IF YOU WANNA STAY ON.
CAUSE IM MAKEN CUTS.
SORRY.

Bounce back'

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 19:18:03 GMT

Come on New Year im ready.

Hope everyone has a great night tonight. Have fun and be safe!
I love you people.

That bull shit,

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 07:26:22 GMT

Forrest lost tonight against Evans.
My heart has sunk even more; period.
BUT RAMPAGE won and MIR against BROK that's whats up atleast.
I hope Brok gets that dick smile wiped off his face.

The only thing I have to look forward to tomorrow is the cowgurls losing.
YEAH ADAM WHATS UP!

:P

Now for a change.

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 06:56:38 GMT

I can say im looking forward to something.
And thats UFC 92' tomorrow.
The fights are stacked!!!

Christmas was what I had planned; Can't say much.
I didn't get anything, I guess you can say I was bad this year, haha.

Ive been growing a mustache as of late, creepy I know.
(pictures sometime)

I feel out of shape, I need to start running.
Anyone have an ipod I can borrow? haha.

Hanging out with old friends here and there. (Not enough.)

I could use a lil honey love.
But I dont see it happening.
And thats about it.

Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:01:11 GMT

Could today be any more depressing?

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 17:57:39 GMT

I can't stand waken up in a cold sweat. These dreams ive been having need to go away.

I love this song.

Sun, 23 Nov 2008 05:09:03 GMT

[Kanye West]
I'm cold (Yeah), I'm cold (Yeah), I'm cold (Yeah)

[Lil Wayne]
I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

[Kanye West]
I got my life and its my only one
I got the night, I'm running from the sun
So goodnight, I made it out the door X 4
After tonight, there will be no return
After tonight, I'm taking off on the road
I'm taking off on the road

And that you know
Tell every one that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know...

Okay I'm back up on my grind
You do you and I'm just gone do mine
You do you, cause I'm just gone be fine
Okay I got you out my mind
The night is young, the drinks is cold
The stars is out, I'm ready to go
You always thought I was always wrong
Well know you know...
Tell everybody everybody that you know!!
Tell everybody that you know
That I don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know

[Lil Wayne]
I got the right to put up a fight
but not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and I might
see you in my nightmare, oh but how did you get there
cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well

Baby girl I'm finished
I thought we were committed
I thought we were cemented
How I thought we meant it
Now we just forgetting
Now we just resenting
The clouds in my vision
Look how high I be getting
And it`s all because of you
Girl we through
You think your shit don`t stink but you are Mrs. P-U
And I don`t see you with me no more
Now tell everybody that you know
That you know!

[Kanye West]
That you know
Tell everybody that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know
That you know
Tell everyone that you know
That I don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know...

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 15:49:02 GMT

I DONT REMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD THIS MUCH FUN!
LAST NIGHT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME!
I LOVE BEING ME!

& HERES THE HANGOVER VIDEOS.

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 09:32:26 GMT

It's 4am and I can't sleep. (Not to mention im still sick.) So ive been doing some thinking and I decide on what im doing for my holidays this year. Sense I don't get along with my grandparents and im not doing what I did last year. Im going to try to find a place to volunteer my time for Thanksgiving and Christmas. Most likely serveing the homeless food or what ever it is I can do to help. After events that has happend in my life. I haven't been much of a "jolly" person; I guess you can say around this time of the year. So rather than sit at home and be bitter about it; why not do something positive?

If anyone doesn't have anything to do?
Or wants to do something diffrent this year?
You are more than welcome to join me.

Ps. Is anyone elese mad that Brock Lesnar beat Randy Couture? Cause I shure am.
And don't even get me started on the Bills.

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 21:16:18 GMT

Sucks being sick and alone.

2nd guess.

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 06:07:16 GMT

I try writing here every other week and I always end up holding down the backspace key.
So I just have to spit this out now.

To be frank, im still not happy.
But when I saw Obama won tonight a smile came to my face for that second.
Hope for the best and be ready for the worst.
I hope he comes though to make me belive in "change".
Cause as we all know, we all could use some.

I could go on. But im gonna stop for now.